January 30, 2012

Well...what did I do today?

Figuring out my new future is quite frustrating. Frustrating because of the endless possibilities. I know I want to write...be a story-teller. It's just, how do I transition from a life where I put an economic value to every decision into a life where I embrace the creative world?

I keep thinking school will help. Possibly getting a masters in fine arts specializing in writing. But is this really how I need to approach this change?

I need to rewire my brain to think differently. Parents, school, and work / life experience has created the person I am now. Would going back to school help in the rewiring process?

And, if I go to school...UCLA and CalArts are both calling my name. Such very different institutions. How do I choose the right school for me?

Best of all...I need to find a mentor in a field I am completely unfamiliar with.

Starting over...every possibility ahead...but VERY frustrating.